Monday, August 30, 2021
Using a Softbank mobile line with an unlocked phone
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Komm, Süsser Tod (甘き死よ、来たれ Come, Sweet Death)
不安なの。
不安なの。
みんなに嫌われるのが、怖い。
自分が傷つくのが、怖い。
でも、ヒトを傷つけるのが、もっと怖い。
でも、傷つけてしまう。
好きなヒトを傷つけてしまう。
だから、ヒトを好きにならない。
だから、自分を傷つけるの。
嫌いだから。
だいっキライだから。
好きになっては、いけないの。
だから、自分を傷つける。
優しさはとても残酷
心を委ねたら、私は壊れてしまう
心が触れ合えば、あの人は傷つく
だから、私は壊れるしかない
無へと還るしかない
無へと還ろう
無へと還ろう
それは、優しさに満ち満ちたところ
そこは、真実の痛みのないところ
心の揺らぎのないところ
無へと還ろう
無へと還ろう
他人のいない無へと還ろう
無へと還ろう
無へと還ろう
傷つく事のない無へと還ろう…(リピート)
I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought that I could
live for no one else
But now through all the hurt & pain
It's time for me to respect
the ones you love
mean more than anything
So with sadness in my heart
(I) feel the best thing I could do
is end it all
and leave forever
what's done is done it feels so bad
what once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
my world is ending
I wish that I could turn back time
cause' now the guilt is all mine
can't live without
the trust from those you love
I know we can't forget the past
you can't forget love & pride
because of that, it's killing me inside
It all returns to nothing, it all comes tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
It all returns to nothing, I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down
In my heart of hearts
I know that I could never love again
I've lost everything
everything
everything that matters to me, matters in this world
I wish that I could turn back time
cuz now the guilt is all mine
can't live without
the trust from those you love
I know we can't forget the past
you can't forget love & pride
because of that, it's killing me inside
It all returns to nothing, it just keeps tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
It all returns to nothing, I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down
It all returns to nothing, it just keeps tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
It all returns to nothing, I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down
Posted by Teck at 8/30/2021 04:05:00 PM 0 comments
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Saturday, August 28, 2021
Translating the message card from Violet Evergarden Orchestra Concert 2021
Raqunhuiruqin yikimmunyuhhup Ekarte higiq ohikeqirrikuha, poqap eka acikehhupunu innap upuihicununokup ruhunha yoqrikuha.
Onruq nunrunuha iyuirraqa niruqyyicui nuhuhhagep onka ukigimmuhiqpuriqyyi uhuirikep.
Ninruq hunipuicuru anukrikikruqe, anruquiy yakkicaqqugukruquq rharri guirrummuharikikruqe, uqquha ehaguhiq ninruq yekguhuinha, nikahhaguhuim mequ anuknhuqap, intu aquriq iyui pohaguru anruqahun gukap.
Anpuicaqqu,
Violet Evergarden
The monastery's band has announced that it will be performing.
修道院のバンドが演奏することを発表しました。
手紙で「愛している」を伝えるように、音楽で「愛している」を伝えます。
このオーケストラがあなただけの時間を届けるよう、願っています。
心から、
ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン
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Wednesday, August 25, 2021
Upgrade Dell Inspiron 5491 2-in-1 laptop to Windows 11 preview
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Sunday, August 15, 2021
Violet Evergarden Orchestra Concert 2021
TVシリーズOP曲「Sincerely」
— 「ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン」公式 (@Violet_Letter) August 15, 2021
音楽PD斎藤さんは、歌唱者を決める時に、「ヴァイオレットはきっと長く長く愛される作品になる。時代を超えて生き続ける歌を歌う人を」と、#TRUE さんを選ばれたそうです。#ヴァイオレットオケコン 生配信中🎻#ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン pic.twitter.com/0bw0sGD5aA
TVシリーズ「メドレー」
— 「ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン」公式 (@Violet_Letter) August 15, 2021
公演のためにオーケストレーションされた特別Ver.でお届けします。
ヴァイオレットの歩んだ軌跡の始まりをライデンシャフトリヒ交響楽団の壮麗なオーケストラとともに振り返ります。#ヴァイオレットオケコン 生配信中🎻#ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン pic.twitter.com/HudgZt0RG2
TVシリーズ第9話スペシャルED「Believe in…」
— 「ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン」公式 (@Violet_Letter) August 15, 2021
ヴァイオレットの心が救われていく様を描いた一曲です。#結城アイラ さんが、心情の変化に寄り添うように歌い上げます。#ヴァイオレットオケコン 生配信中🎻#ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン pic.twitter.com/7rZoO7Qz6c
外伝「Debutante Waltz」
— 「ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン」公式 (@Violet_Letter) August 15, 2021
ヴァイオレットとイザベラが踊るワルツをアニメーションと共にお届けします。
2人の日々に別れを告げるダンスであり、イザベラが運命を受け止める覚悟が決まっていく、その心情に寄り添う楽曲です。#ヴァイオレットオケコン 生配信中🎻#ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン pic.twitter.com/cme4X3o9kG
外伝主題歌「エイミー」#茅原実里 さんは作詞も担当。歌詞の打合せを監督と手紙でやり取りしたというエピソードも。
— 「ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン」公式 (@Violet_Letter) August 15, 2021
イザベラの視点で贈る前半、テイラーの視点で歌う後半、ぜひ聞き取ってみてください✉#ヴァイオレットオケコン 生配信中#ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン pic.twitter.com/rgvC4Fv4NP
「The Legacy of Violet Evergarden」
— 「ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン」公式 (@Violet_Letter) August 15, 2021
『劇場版』メインモチーフの楽曲です。
ヴァイオレットという人を描く物語の始まりの曲であり、幸せな結末を迎えることを予感させるような曲でもあります。#ヴァイオレットオケコン 生配信中🎻#ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン #VioletEvergarden pic.twitter.com/WhAoFKTEPy
「Beyond These Waves」
— 「ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン」公式 (@Violet_Letter) August 15, 2021
多くを語らないヴァイオレットの心をこれでもかと楽曲が語ります。
映画の劇伴はドイツで収録されました。弦楽器譜面の難易度が高くドイツのミュージシャンも苦労されたそうです。#ヴァイオレットオケコン 生配信中🎻#ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン pic.twitter.com/gOVUGHanAN
「Tears in the Rain」
— 「ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン」公式 (@Violet_Letter) August 15, 2021
曲名の通り、雨の中で泣く。
この曲はヴァイオレットが涙するための曲であり、観客の泣きたい気持ちにも寄り添っている一曲です。#ヴァイオレットオケコン 生配信中🎻#ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン pic.twitter.com/0spqDebtz5
「Violet’s Final Letter」
— 「ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン」公式 (@Violet_Letter) August 15, 2021
鶴岡音響監督が #EvanCall さんに発注した内容は“最も崇高な音楽”。
ヴァイオレットが最後に書いたギルベルトへの手紙に込めた、「感謝」という言葉を音楽で体現しています。#ヴァイオレットオケコン 生配信中🎻#ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン pic.twitter.com/vSzblDC1OY
「みちしるべ」
— 「ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン」公式 (@Violet_Letter) August 15, 2021
「#茅原実里 さんが込めた真心の大きさに圧倒される」と音楽PD斎藤さんも語る一曲。
ヴァイオレットの「少佐」の一言をきっかけに大きく展開する、#EvanCall さんの編曲にも注目です。#ヴァイオレットオケコン 生配信中🎻#ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン pic.twitter.com/TT1ZBFtCD8
「Echo Through Eternity」
— 「ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン」公式 (@Violet_Letter) August 15, 2021
『劇場版』メインテーマです。#EvanCall さんが指揮を務めます。
郵便社の仲間の元にヴァイオレットはいないけれど、ヴァイオレットの旋律は流れます。思い出は残ることを象徴している一曲です。#ヴァイオレットオケコン 生配信中🎻#ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン pic.twitter.com/4aaVMk9PDI
「未来の人へ」
— 「ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン」公式 (@Violet_Letter) August 15, 2021
TVシリーズ登場の「アン」をモチーフにした楽曲。石立監督は楽曲が映画のテーマとリンクしていることを気に入り、聴きながら映画のコンテを描いたそうです。映画のグランドエンディングとなりました。#ヴァイオレットオケコン 生配信中🎻#TRUE #ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン pic.twitter.com/YH3v1PeeOu
劇場版主題歌「Will」
— 「ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン」公式 (@Violet_Letter) August 15, 2021
「この曲でヴァイオレットという物語は幕を閉じる。後悔の無いように歌を作ろう。全員がそう思って創作した楽曲」。アーティスト、クリエーター、すべての想いが結集した1曲です。#ヴァイオレットオケコン 生配信中🎻#TRUE #ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン pic.twitter.com/xjiBil7mgS
「Violet snow」
— 「ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン」公式 (@Violet_Letter) August 15, 2021
「ヴァイオレット」すべての始まりの一曲。コンサートでは恒例のアンコール曲となりました。
今後も音楽をお届けする機会に恵まれることを願っています✉
この度はヴァイオレットの音楽の世界を共に過ごしていただきありがとうございました。#ヴァイオレットオケコン 生配信中🎻 pic.twitter.com/75bnhy8Uj1
Posted by Teck at 8/15/2021 08:07:00 PM 0 comments
Labels: Violet Evergarden
Saturday, August 14, 2021
There is no light
Posted by Teck at 8/14/2021 07:50:00 PM 0 comments
Monday, August 09, 2021
Kamado Tanjiro No Uta 竈門炭治郎のうた by Nakagawa Nami 中川奈美
過ぎ去りし あの頃の
戻れない 帰れない
広がった 深い闇
戻れない 帰れない
広がった 深い闇
泣きたくなるような 優しい音
どんなに苦しくても
前へ 前へ 進め 絶望断ち
失っても 失っても 生きていくしかない
どんなにうちのめされても 守るものがある
失っても 失っても 生きていくしかない
どんなにうちのめされても 守るものがある
我に課す 一択の
運命と 覚悟する
泥を舐め 足掻いても
目に見えぬ 細い糸
泣きたくなるような 優しい音
どんなに悔しくても
前へ 前へ 向かえ 絶望断ち
傷ついても 傷ついても 立ち上がるしかない
どんなにうちのめされても 守るものがある
守るものがある
Posted by Teck at 8/09/2021 09:51:00 PM 0 comments
Labels: Songs
Happy 56th birthday Singapore
Posted by Teck at 8/09/2021 12:08:00 PM 0 comments
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Saturday, August 07, 2021
Midway (2019)
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Thursday, August 05, 2021
Violet Evergarden short stories: "Logbook entry" and "Diary entry" (unofficial translation)
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The Major woke up at the same time again this morning.
Unlike his usual self, he ate sweet fruits for breakfast. When he replenishes blood sugar, it is usually because he is slightly fatigued. I asked if there was anything I could do to help him recover. He patted my head gently, then gave me a hug. He said, “This is fine.” Nothing was solved; instead, it brightened my day.
During the day, I accompanied the Major to buy some things.
While outside, I saw a stray dog sleeping in the sun. It was a few months old, and its mother was not in sight. The Major stroked the dog and said he has seen it several times. On the way back, we saw the dog again. The Major again stroked the dog. The dog also looked friendly with the Major. I think the dog has good judgment. I registered it as a subject for protection. After playing with the dog, we returned home.
I suggested we take in the dog. The Major said, “I don’t want to lightly take responsibility over a life. Also, we just started to have time to ourselves. Right now, I just want to give all my love to you.” My heart thumped loudly as it beat irregularly. I was worried if there was a defect with my body.
In the evening, it rained.
It had smelled of rain, so I had already taken in the laundry and nothing got wet. While making dinner, the weather got worse. The Major went outside and started to reinforce the windows with wooden boards. I have dug trenches before, but never reinforced a house. I suggested giving him a hand even though I was not good at it, but he told me to watch the pot instead. He finished reinforcing the house while I was cooking. He is really skilled. When I asked him where he learnt this skill, he said it was during his time at the Army academy with President Hodgins. During dinner, the Major liked the soup and had two refills. He even praised me. I hope to make this soup for him again.
After dinner, the two of us sat on the bench reading. The sound of the rain pounding on the house grew louder. In my head was the stray dog. The Major seemed to be having the same thoughts, and several times, we looked out together from between the gaps of the window. The Major said hesitantly, “Violet, can you stay at home? I am thinking of going out to look for that puppy.” I shook my head and said I would accompany him. He tried to persuade me, but I refused his request for me to stay at home. The servant must follow the master’s orders, but it is another matter if the master’s life may be at risk. In the end, we went out together on the condition from the Major that I wear a foul weather suit.
Once we were outside, the rain was actually not as bad as we thought, and we could proceed. For a while, we searched for the stray dog. While searching, the Major called out, “Claudia...” Claudia. Claudia Hodgins. The name of President Hodgins. With joy, I looked around for him, but he was nowhere in sight. The Major continued to call out that name into the emptiness. He looked tired, so could it be an apparition? Or maybe he missed President Hodgins too much? If this was the battlefield, there was a high chance it was an apparition, but we were actually near the house. It was a bewildering situation.
A servant needs to understand the meaning behind the master’s actions and provide the maximum support. I asked him why he was calling out President Hodgins’ name. He looked a bit shy as he confessed that he named the stray dog “Claudia.” He did say he has seen the dog several times before. Naming the dog after his best friend is proof of the Major’s love. I was impressed and promised to find the dog.
The Major and I searched for the dog, calling out “Claudia!” for about an hour. We found the stray dog—no, Claudia—crouched at the base of a large tree. We immediately took it in and brought it home.
Claudia is now dry and being stroked by the Major. This is the end of the log entry for today.
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We were supposed to go grocery shopping together today, so we went out around noon. On the way, I found Claudia. Without thinking, I patted it like I always do. I forgot Violet was around. It made me a bit embarrassed for her to see me being drawn like that to a puppy. I may not be a perfect person, but I try to appear as a cool adult in front of the person I love.
I asked her if she want to try petting the puppy, but she said she felt bad for it as both her arms are prosthetics. Her words pained my heart. I have a prosthetic arm too, but the other arm is flesh and blood, and can feel pain and warmth. To ease the pain in my heart, I held her hand as we walked to town.
We bought apples as an indulgence. Violet offered to make a pie, which filled my heart with expectations. I am not able to make confection. On the way back, we saw Claudia again. “Does it eat dried meat?” On Violet’s suggestion, we fed it some. Violet said that it is not wary like a military dog and fed it while worrying if it can survive like this. This was so like Violet.
The clouds started to look worrying in the evening. The wind was strong too. I took precaution and reinforced the windows. A warm meal was there when I was done. It is in such times that I feel I am not alone. The soup was delicious. I hope she will make it again.
After dinner, I continued to read Oscar’s book. He writes for both adults and children, but I prefer his works for adults. It made me proud to know that Violet helped in the work of someone with such talent. Without thinking, I stroked Violet’s head gently while reading the book. She has grown up into a beautiful and splendid woman worthy of her name. Maybe it was due to my habit of expressing love by patting her head, but recently, whenever I reached out, she would bring her head closer toward me. This really got me. She is so cute.
The weather continued to worsen. Thoughts of Claudia came into my mind. Will a puppy be able to endure this? Violet was also looking outside. “Will that stray dog survive through today?” This made me even more worried. In the end, I decided to go take a look. I wanted Violet to stay at home, but she still came along. I wanted to cover my mouth when I let slip the word “Claudia” in my haste at not finding the puppy, but Violet said with a serious face that she would definitely find it. A while later, when we found the puppy safe, I gave a sigh of relief.
I will try to find someone to take care of Claudia. If not, we will raise it ourselves. I think Violet will be fine with this. Of course, we will need to change its name if someone else takes it in. I also feel bad for Hodgins. No, he will probably say with joy, “You really like me.” This doesn’t feel right too.
Oh, let me write it down in case I forget. It is about time to get some summer dresses made for Violet. As a young woman, she will look beautiful in anything. When summer comes, maybe we can go someplace further away. The flowers will probably be blooming in Drossel. She said she wanted to show them to me. When autumn comes, we shall go to Roswell. I heard the autumn leaves look wonderful. I also hope to be able to visit the stargazing town someday too.
Having written till here, I took a look to see what Violet was doing, and to my surprise, she was stroking Claudia and looked really engrossed. I am a bit jealous. Let me put down my pen and kiss her goodnight. She is mine.
Posted by Teck at 8/05/2021 09:06:00 PM 0 comments
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List of Violet Evergarden short stories (and light novels)
Short story included with the DVD/Blu-ray of Violet Evergarden: Eternity and the Auto Memory Doll:
- 『日記』晴れのち雨天 (Diary entry: Fair followed by rain)
Posted by Teck at 8/05/2021 02:54:00 PM 0 comments
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